Wish I had more - or better to report. Things are pretty depressing in room...I mean "suite" 1. After talking to the doctor today, she just reconfirmed we are in a waiting pattern. I believe I'm 34+2 weeks today and we won't be making any decisions until 36 weeks. At that point we'll talk to some specialists to decide whether to deliver or to wait until 37 weeks. By then, I'm pretty sure they'll have moved me to the psych ward.
It's amazing what pregnancy hormones will do to a person. I cried because I wanted a yogurt and they wouldn't give it to me. Pretty embarrassing, but it represented all of the control I have lost. I rationally know that this whole process is about loss of control, but it will take a while to adjust. Maybe this is my personal jump start on the process because the universe knows I'll need a little extra practice. Sorry for such a downer entry, but I'm sure once David arrives after work we'll have some antics or at least some new gifts to share!
On a physical note....today was the day my belly button popped out! GROSS!
See, I knew you needed us out there...we would have given you our yogurt...sending positive vibes to the Mother Universe for your sanity...
ReplyDeleteWhy no yogurt? Have Kelly smuggle some in tomorrow.
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