First Day Home Without Dad

Boy did we miss the extra help and love.  Dad has been an amazing partner in this transition.   David is amazing with the babies, and the thought of being here without him all day is daunting.  Those of you who know me well, know that I'm a bit.....particular....  I have absolutely the upmost confidence in David and his instincts with the babies.  He is a dad through and through.  That being said - facing the long days alone with two babies and a dog seems very overwhelming.

"Is Dad home yet???"

One day is done - successful?  I think so.  The house is still standing.  That's not to say that as much got done - there are piles, the bottles are all in the sink, dirty laundry is piled, and all of us could use a shower - but we made it.

In fact, during one of my long an luxurious 40 minute breaks, I was able to prep food for lunch and dinner.  Of course, after I made my delicious lunch, it sat on the table for an hour.  I'm lucky Nittany didn't jump up and take advantage.

For the first time, I put both babies down in their crib in their room.  We are going to try that for one nap a day and build up.  Right now they sleep in the pack and play or in a bouncy chair in the family room with me.  Hopefully it won't take long to make the transition.  

Max is struggling right now with major gas.  I swear, if he's awake, he's farting.  Sounds funny, but I feel really badly.  He is in constant pain - wiggling and stretching.  I barely get to interact with him without him being in pain.  We go to the doctor on Thursday so hopefully we'll get some answers.

Both kids are packing on the pounds - at least in my mind they are.  I swear they each have an extra fat roll under their neck - just one more place for formula to hide.  

I can't wait to see our photos we took this weekend.  It's hard to wait because I know they are going to be so special.  

All that crying was tough business - must nap

I took on one more task that I'm excited about - I am going to cook Christmas dinner.  After the Thanksgiving debacle, I'm willing to take the chance on cooking.  David said he will help with the babies.  Jeff, Marii, and Jeff's friend Rey are going to come over on Christmas afternoon.  That will feel more festive than us just sitting here.  I'm looking forward to it.